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Date: 2025-05-12 01:41 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] apshot
Shit's complicated. It'll always be complicated because we have a history. Not a good history for a while.

[ Since he bullied Izuku. Badly. Because of his own personal insecurities and fears. Because Izuku's attitude about everything just rubbed him the wrong way since the guy just doesn't understand the meaning of limits.

But if this guy's already met Izuku... ]


Have you come across someone that has said "Kacchan" at all?

Date: 2025-05-17 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] apshot
[ Oh it will clear up some things and complicate others...

Blah blah...

Now he mentions IZUKU ]


Wait.

The fuck you mean you gave him nightmares? What did you do?


[ Because that's more important than how Izuku thought he wouldn't admit to it out loud. Because he... because it's complicated! ]

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🎀 wrap~

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From: [personal profile] hanikamu
[ An investment. An asset. Nothing to be loved, only something to be admired.

Kill?

Rinne's expression darkens. His body languages, too, closes as he looks away and thinks about the implications. ]


Not in the way I think yours do.

[ If being an idol was so terrible, would Rinne have wanted to be one so badly? He thinks not. He thinks he would be the opposite. Then, his opponent—his brother—would actually want to... Ugh. He doesn't want to think about it. ]

But you look like someone who'd win, Banny. You look pretty lucky.

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Date: 2025-06-09 05:45 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] hanikamu
[Wait. Wait, all of this is going too fast. They shoot idols then and there? How many times has Ivan witnessed that? A chill runs down his spine. Rinne barely has time to process it before they receive their next task.

Slowly, he turns to face Ivan and look into his eyes — black pools with barely any light.]


... Your fang. It's sharp. I bet your fans are totally into that.

[How many idols has Ivan been forced to sink his teeth into? Nothing in his village or the city could have ever prepared him for a situation like that. Then again, Rinne had only ever lived with humans. Maybe the circumstances turned them into something worse than animals.]

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Date: 2025-06-09 05:48 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] hanikamu
...

[It's fine. Ivan's resolve might be frightening, but he's not here to put Rinne in his mouth. The situation hasn't gotten that bad yet.]

That's what I'm sayin', Banny. When you got all the charm, talent, passion, and love in the world... That makes you the luckiest person alive.

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Date: 2025-05-14 09:25 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] startraveler
[It is true and Aether knows it well - he is optimistic, but not because he naively believes that everything is good in the world. His optimism stems from fighting the darkness that lingers in his mind, the despair and helplessness. It's chasing every little ray of hope and clinging to it, because there's no other choice. He refuses to give in to the negative emotions.

It's what allows him to smile softly at Ivan as if wanting to reassure him.]


In a way, yes. I try to make friends everywhere I go. It helps a lot--

[But before he can continue, the new instruction is given. A happy memory. Aether thinks about it for a moment, then smiles again.]

Visiting my friends after a long journey has always been a good memory to me. Especially going back to Mondstadt - to the land of freedom. They have this celebration there called the Windblume festival. Everybody is resting, having fun, enjoying the moment. Going back at that time feels like... going back home, in a way.

[He pauses, then closes his eyes.]

I'm a traveler, though. I do not belong anywhere. [Those last words are said in a quieter tone, a smile still on Aether's face, even if it's sadder somehow.

Maybe one day he can actually find his "home".]

Date: 2025-05-17 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] startraveler
[He looks at Ivan in silence for a moment or two, then smiles. There isn't much of happiness in that expression. It's just a smile of someone who accepted his fate as is.]

All my friends have their own lives, their wishes, places they're connected to. I only visit them and peek into their lives. I'm just a traveler, after all. I never stay anywhere for too long.

[He's a guest, a passer-by, a shooting star. He'll always remember his friends and he hopes he too would remain in their memories, but as an alien being with a long lifespan, he is aware that one day he'll move onto another world and never see those familiar faces again. Or that his human friends will die, staying alive only in his fond memories.

Can someone like him ever feel "at home" then?

Maybe one day...

Aether seems to be more interested in Ivan's story, though. His eyes are soft and after a moment he leans close to embrace the other.]


That sounds like a nice memory to me. I hope you'll have many more happy memories from now on.

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Date: 2025-05-15 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
[Till is thinking about just taking a kiss himself, how easy it would be to lean in and steal one from the other man. To breathe him in and have his breath stolen in turn. But then Ivan get caught on something else and really, it distracts him too in turn. Blinking at Ivan, he nods.]

Yeah. She got me some meat... I didn't want it at first and then I became like ravenous for it. It was.. weird? Yeah weird.

[It was really weird, he's not sure how he feels about that chick but whatever, it is what it is.

But Ivan is still holding his tail and it's hard not to twitch it to get his attention there again, which he does. He just knows he wants to try and know what Ivan's lips are like again. If they are as nice as the last time, less painful and more enjoyable. The kiss on stage still haunts him, digs and claws at his heart, but Ivan is alive and here with him right now.

So, why give up the chance?
]

And yes. I do.

Date: 2025-05-23 02:01 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
I know, I'm not stupid. [ yes he is.]

She was going to kill a bunny for me... I kind of said no, but I really wanted it. Like really bad--

[ he flatlines when Ivan actually kisses his wound, making him flush and struggle not to squirm. The way he lingers makes Till's heart hammer heavy and sickingly fast in his chest. Something about this all has him relaxing and unshifting a little to be half shifted instead. Though there's a weird lingering that aches to shift...]

Ivan... can I-

[a sound of pain cuts him off and makes him visibly wince. He looks at his hands and... his nails are bleeding. Instantly, he knows what this is, he saw Momo transformation, the possibly permanent one.

The pain makes him cry out as the blood starts to drip more profusely.
]

... fuck.

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[Things have been awkward to say the least. Really awkward. Till isn't sure what happens after something like that and they didn't use any protection so what if he's pregnant? No, fuck, don't think about that. Still, he's not avoiding Ivan, he still seeks him out, wants him near, eyes always searching for him, but that doesn't stop the awkwardness from being an oppressive force between them.

So, after a few days of awkwardly trying to think of what to text, Till settles on this:
]

hey

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Date: 2025-06-30 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
[ A response!.... but he feels really awkward again. Fuck. Yay, good job, Till, you started a conversation you have no idea where to fucking go from after "hey." He types out things a few times before finally pressing send.]

your dick is huge

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Date: 2025-06-30 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
[Fuck! Shit!]

fuck i mean like i can't stop thinking about it

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Date: 2025-06-30 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
[shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck]

shut up hold on

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Date: 2025-06-30 06:04 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tillimgone
[He's really really trying to figure out how to word this shit. FUCK.]

it's a good dick. you should be proud.

i just fucking mean like the sex, i know i sucked like probably, a lot, just you did a good job. its just really fucking awkward between us... was i that bad?

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